おはよう、みんなさん！お元気ですか？私はちょっと元気です。たくさんテストがあるのでよくなく寝ませんでした。

次にもう一つテストがあります。音楽のテストです。このクラスがあまり好きじゃありません。

日本語のクラスが好きですが私の先生はちょっと。。。こわいです。

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やった！音楽のテストは終わりました！　よくできたと思っています。

音楽のテストは終わりましたがクラスはまだ終わります。４５分があります。でも、大丈夫です。

あっ！わすれました！かれしがいます。うれしいです。名前は秘密です。＞＝D　かれしはいい男だと思います。空手がすきだしせんもんは言語学だし中国語が好きだ勉強しています。私はかれしが頭がよくてやさしくてりっぱだやさしいわらって強くておもしろいひとだと思います。

 やった！！！！！

私のテストがおわった！

テストはどうでしたか？話したくない　＞ー＜。ひみつです！＝P

今日の予定はなにもします！＝D。。。。。いいえ。。。選択して＝３＝。。。晩ご飯を料理してそうじします。

ここから、私は日本語で書きます。いい練習と思っていますから。

こんにちはみんなさん！いいえ、今『こんばんは』はもっといい、ね？じゃ、こんばんは　＝）

みんなさんは元気ですか？私はちょっと元気です。たくさんテストがありますから。テストがきらいです！むずかしくて、つまらなくて、おもしろくなく、たのしくありません！

明日、日本語のテストがあります。ちょっと勉強しました。明日、テストを書く前にすこしく勉強します。

今、ちょっとれんしゅうしましょう！

〜たら：ねこになったらいつも寝ます。
〜ないで：勉強しないでテストを書きました。
~ないで下さい：勉強するとき、私に話さないでください。

日本語のテストを終わった後で、もっと勉強します。火曜日にしけんがありますから。

 今、私はクラスにいます。

クラスはすごくつまらないよ。。。寝たい。。。このクラスはいちねんせいのクラスですから。おんがくです。

どうしてこのクラスを勉強していますですか？　わかりません。。。中国語をべんきょうしたい。。。

今日はあの日です。今日、あの人に言います。あのひとに「好きです」と言っています。でも、こわいですよ　＞＿＜！

恋が何？

分かりませんけど。。。恋がおもしろいと思っています。

私は好きな人がいます。うれしいです。でも、ちょっとさびしいでそ。

あなたに好きだといったいです。

今、私はあなたのそばにいたいです。

あなたの手をさがりたいです。ちゅうをしたです。そして、あなたをだけしめたいです。

でも、それをできません、ね？　｢好き」だといっていませんから。

このきもちはひどいと思っています。でも、あなたを会ったのでうれしいです。

だから、恋が何？恋は愛、ね？

私は愛にあるでしようか.

 it's getting harder and harder to believe in the magic of fairytales, love and dreams when everything around you just proves it all wrong....

 So wazzaaaaaap?

A new year = a new semester = more work = BLEHHHH T-T lol

So, i'm really bored, but i got the room to myself for the weekend... slightly happy, slightly not. I actually like my roommate, it's like we can live like however we want and only acknowledge each other when we want to.  That sounds mean.... but i mean it in a good way!

So i've been thinking of AN... i'm debating on whether or not to cosplay... it's hard to be able to when u don't have the body for it. You don't look as good in the outfits... well anyways, i live with 3 cosplayers, so they'v ebeen convincing me. I still don't intend to actually cosplay, but what i might do is kinda.. alter my high school uniform... make it punk lolita in a sense... use some chains.. take my high school skirt and borrow my sister's tie. We'll see.

So what's up everyone? 4am... yeah, completely taking advantage of the fact i don't have school in the morn/don't have an exam until the 10th of Dec. lol. 

A lot of reflective thoughts have crossed my mind for the past few days, thought i should write it down.

First of all, I watched the drama Majo no Jouken (11 eps straight! I shall never regain those 440min of my life again xD). It was a good drama though i have to admit, takki looked adorable (17 at the time). So adorable i'm actually considering watching another one of his dramas. Anyways, the drama was pretty good.... it left a pretty good impression on me, kind of like 1 litre of tears. Some ppl don't like this drama, and i completely understand why. i mean, the student-teacher relationship that's involved... for you to truly enjoy this drama, u have to de-sensitize urself from normal US/Canadian? customs that a student-teacher relationship is entirely wrong becuz the whole drama focuses on this relationship. It focuses on how these 2 ppl try to break away from society's hold on them. I said it once, and i'll say it again.... this drama left quite an impression on me like 1 litre of tears except not as...... depressing? It's not like 1 litre of tears where if u finish it, u might end up thinking, "wow........ i'm absolutely doing nothign with my life, i gotta do something right now!" this one is more of.... trying to discover urself and not losing ur identity. The 2 ppl in this relationship try to stay together and try to find their "place of freedom" where their relationship is approved of and they can be themselves. It's a really touching love story becuz the 2 lovers originally succumbed to society and then they found each other. And i completely understand why they never want to separate... becuz they've both been alone for so long.... losing themselves... and when they found each other.... u found urself. They brought out the best in each other, and why would u wanna ever let that significant other go then if they made you that happy? I can totally understand. Anyways, the ending of the drama totally caught me off guard, i supposed that's why i can't get this drama out of my head... i've been going back and re-watching certain scenes countless times just becuz it left in aw. The ending is an ambiguous ending that's open to interpretation.... the ending can be REALLY cute where ur just like, "AW~~~~~" or can be really happy yet depressing at the same time... which unfortunately.... is the interpretation i got. After all the struggles they've been through... they're only place of freedom is in their dreams.... That's such a bitter-sweet thought.... It also kinda left this message to me

"A place that we'll always have for just us.... away from the eyes and serpent-tongue of society... where time stops........... is our dreams....."

It's a bitter-sweet message. And it gets me everytime to the point now that i hear Utada Hikaru's First Love (it's the theme song) i have to stop and think, and possibly tear a bit, depends on how depressing the thought is.

Also, there were other quotes that i REALLY liked. This is my favourite:

"Please remember how you write freedom (Referring to the kanji character). It's written, 'The reason one exists.'"

Anyways, I just really like this drama becuz of the impression it left with me... plus the symbolisms... it's jsut the way everything's incorporated is beautiful. But i just REALLY love the end... just the last 2 minutes.... makes me tear.... but hey, i'm a baby for sappy stories ^^


 

 Howdy folks,

ok, so i saw the Twilight movie (srry to friends i said i'd see it with) and out of 10 as of this moment.............. i would give it... somewhere between 5-7, it depends on my mood =P. This is not becuz the movie didn't stay faithful to the book or anything (which, btw it mostly did), it's just that i dunno, the relationship between edward and bella didn't seem right.

The guy who plays edward was PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERFECT, end of story. Awesome, cant' say anything bad. He was quite enjoyable to watch. However, the girl who plays bella.... i was disappointed. she could've portrayed bella so much better... during exciting scenes, she's awesome, but during scenes where she's just with edward she gives off mixed emotions. It's like she can't decide on an emotion to portray so she tries to do all of them at once.

Anyways, the whole film seemed to be rushed. The opening was good, they opened it very nicely. But then when it started to get to the bella and edward moments, it started to get kinda awkward... they remained truthful to the book up until the meadow scene. Everything after that was rushed. Bam bam bam bam bam, then movie was over. they took out a lot of my favourite edward and bella moments, which to me, helped me feel that edward's and bella's relationship was truly developping and that they were trying to make it work. I dunno, it's really hard to explain.

In this movie, there were some scenes that i think they should've taken it slow and go more into detail. So what if it surpasses 2h? LotR did..... as long as the movie kicks ass, why not pass the 2h marker? Also, there were some scenes i would've done over. I think what pisses me off about this movie isn't that they took out my favourite scenes but more of... they cut out a lot of other characters' lines (like alice), thus gives a lack of character development for these characters, and i think they do this on purpose because they try to focus on edward's and bella's characters and their relationship WHICH is why i'm pissed off becuz although edward's character was PERFECT... and fine, bella's character was decent... since the movie cut out lines of the other characters to focus on edward's and bella's relationship... they SUCKED at trying to make their relationship real, cuz like i said, their relationship seemed empty. edward does seem like he would die for bella.... but not bella. THIS is my issue, it's just bella... gahhhhhh so hard to explain, u have to watch it.

Anyways, i'm tired, i'm gonna go sleep, maybe i'll give a better critique later. bb

 Hello boys and girls~

Been a while since my last update, huh? University is going fine.... i'm behind in some of my studies though >_< i'm gonna concentrate hard for the next two weeks cuz i have mid terms. 

How r my classes? Jap is easy.... Psych's a joke.... Linguistics is hardcore... and english is english.... ur typical english class. 

How's res life? Somewhat well... what i'm getting pissed off about is...

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But my roommate's fine, she hasn't pissed me off at all and she asks permission if she can have ppl over and i tell her yes but make sure they don't touch my things. She actually does it, so we basically have a nice level of respect for each other.

Anyways, earlier i posted this widget thingy on my lj. It's gonna be the new trailer for Twilight, if you watch it on the widget, you get to watch it an hour BEFORE it actually premieres. So i thought "why not?" lol. The trailer will premiere on Oct 9, i can't wait to see what scenes we'll see next.

 Yep, so i'm moved in here. Already spent the night...... frosh week is starting... unfortunately, i forgot to sign up for it xD which is okay. If it's just to meet ppl, i'll meet ppl in classes and other activities.... but if it involves waking up at 8 in the morn... yeah.... no.... lol.

My roommate is nice, she likes anime. Apparently, she's been going to anime north, and also, i'm not totally lost in ottawa becuz my roommate is from ottawa. My neighbours (the ppl i share the bathroom with) are also nice, they like anime too. It's funny though, i'm the only asian on my floor xD. Oh well, they're all nice. I checked out my teachers on rateyourprofessors.com and apparently, my linguistics teacher is a cool guy and is hot ^^ my jap teacher may be a bitch.... my english teacher is reasonable... and i can't find my psych prof. oh well.

Almost done first month of summer, meaning one month left..... meaning halfway done.... NOOOOOO~~~~

Breaking Dawn is coming out soon (yay~~~~~~) i can't wait. The epic ending of the edward cullen story. lmao.

Will be leaving for japan in.... 10 days from now... can't wait~ Maybe i'll see some jap stars ;)

I really know how to choose my books. I've noticed that i like vampire books... or books that involve wizards and vampires and werewolves and stuff. i blame twilight -3-. I've read another good book. It's called "The Summoning" VERY good book. It gave me a lot of chills, and way to go to me for choosing a book that has a sequel (is three parts) and won't be coming out til march 2009...... that just bites...... It's a really good book, i recommend it to anyone who's a twilight fan. Let me put it this way... i read 200 pages in one day... without knowing it. I kept on turning the pages one after the other. The good thing about this book is that the chapters are short, so u won't be easily bored in the chapters and count how many more pages u have to read until the next page or until you stop.

I've also watched the movies the Hulk, Mamma Mia, Wanted and... Hancock. Hancock had a shallow plotline... i'd give it 7/10 as an overall package. The Hulk was good, if u liked Ironman then u'll like the hulk. Wanted was freaking awesome. If you're a physics student and choose to watch this movie, please empty your head of everything you've learned because within the first 5 minutes of the movie, you'll see WHY.... if u keep the laws of physics in mind, then u will not enjoy this movie. Mamma Mia was an enjoyable movie, when i walked out of the theatre, i came out singing Abba songs. If you like musicals, this is a must see ^^. Anyways, that's all that's going on right now, nothing interesting, i'm bored as hell at home, BUT that doesn't mean i want school to come -3-.

Hmmm... haven't updated in a while.... i can't bring myself to continue with my story anymore, not after i found out jin is really an arrogant jerk =3=.... what a turn off man......... speaking of dreams anyways, i've been having a lot of weird dreams lately. Like... in one night, i'll have about 5 of them? But i'll only remember 1 out of the lot, then i'll forget it within a few days. I only remember three dreams, 2 with some details and 1 is just.... blah. lol.

Just cuz i'm bored, i'll say them:



It was honestly a very interesting dream and it made me wonder if that's how death feels like. Hmmm... dunno ^^

I just finished my last exam as a high school student, i think this deserves a lj post.

Hmm... i feel old... i'm not really a high school student anymore..... let's reflect back on these past 4 years.



SUMMER PLANS~!!

People honestly are interesting..................... it's amazing how some ppl can be two-faced and self-centered as well. 

Can i ask something? I'll give a scenerio.



here's my question:
is it wrong for Friend1 to change one day (after 10 years of helping her friends) and say "i just don't care anymore, do what you want"?
was it wrong for Friend1 to develop the attitude "do it yourself because if i can do it myself, then obviously you can"?
is it wrong for Friend1 to say "if they want to stay friends with me then fine, but i'm not going to go out of my way to be friends with people that don't even want to be friends with me." ?

 

HIIIIIIII PPL!!! Sorry i took so long to update, the chapters are getting harder and harder to write... and i've been busy lately too. Anyways, here's chapter 23.

 Chapter 22 is here! Hehehe, i gave a little shout out to twilight in the story... or more like reference. I couldn't resist =P I couldn't resist beating up Hayato either..... Enjoy ^^

Been nearly two days before i could finish! This chapter was hard to write! Well....... the end mainly.